this is not what i want, but this is reality.
& sometimes this is how it will be.
because i've experienced an indescribable euphoria & i want to bring you along.
why wouldn't i? you are an extension of me, the better part of me.
(that is my though process & it has always been -)
but i see that i can't force it.
& i am out of energy & emotion when it comes to this.
words dwell in me but they won't show themselves for you all to see,
take this as it is & just let it be...
