What does it all even mean? (Any of it).
I am controlled by emotion only.
Their motives, unknown -
Yet their presence is felt all throughout my life.
Creating this anxious, unhappy & judgemental person that I see most days.
Or, the loving optimistic person that others tend to see.
The one who can find joy in every passing moment.
The one with numerous flaws, & minimal self-doubt.
I wish I could see her when others do.
I wish I could see myself as others do.
My perspective is so limited.
What does it all even mean? (Any of it).
You don't figure it out.
You live, absorb, learn -
You progress, constantly
(no matter what your definition of progression is).
It never stops, not for anyone.
But, you can stop it.
You can stop it by deciding to live by your very own standards on every level of your life.
What does it all even mean? (Any of it).
